Just a motivation factor from the Goddess herself

Hope I won't have to look like this tomorrow!

Tomorrow big day

It’s 3 am here. I’m sitting here on the balcony side with my cigarette and laptop. It has been little of these luxury moments lately. The neighbour girl is back to her ordinary tasks, looking out regularly, and do her silly attempts (i think..) to seduce me from her window blinds. Tonight I don’t give a damn. I’m exhausted. And extremely tired. I’m blind for all life’s momentary characters. Have to remain focused for tomorrow. Tomorrow big day indeed.

I would gladly pay 100$ for one hour of sleep. Anywhere. Even that has to be on the street. It doesn’t help the situation either with Jaime Wyatt’s soft voice in the background. Sometime..

If I pass tomorrow, my life is perfect. Really. There will be so much to do, and I can’t wait. If the opposite happens (God forbid that happen!), then I’ll go drinking till someone through me out of the café, and find a shallow very shallow river (say 15cm deep?) and try drowning myself.

OK. Gotta go back to my reading. You’ll hear more from me if I pass. May God be merciful tomorrow.

Bye friends!

Evening. Sleep? No Way!

Been a long day!

But the feeling after a hard day’s work is really worth everything. After library we went to an outside-café. Nothing interesting happened, than the usual. Also that some guys tried kept dancing break-dance on the street, distracting our peaceful evening. (Swear I could have done it better). This town by night is really special. Where else in Europe can you sitting outside at this very hour of the day (11pm) taking a beer, just wearing a t-shirt? And another good thing, there are people verywhere. In Norway for instance, you'll be very lucky if you see a soul doing the same thing. I’ll try buying a camera soon, so I can take some pics, and post it here for you guys. In the meantime, try survive with my writings.

Actually been curious about the success of my new blog. Really it’s to early to say anything, but 3 replies on first day is not that very bad is it?

Also wondered if I’m that serious to keep my blog up. In the long run, I’m not sure, but for now yes. For me the most 2nd most beautiful thing in life, is seeing smiling faces around me. So as long as my blog, be the reason for you to smile, that’s my reward.

Now I have to get something to eat, then keep reading through the night. (yeah this is my punishment for my wicked careless behavior the other days).

Let's look forward for better times

bizboy

Hi all!

Yesterday I got to know that bizgirl had stopped writing her blog. Today I decided to start my bizboy. What a coincidence.. Firstly, I might sound a bit jokingly in my other blog (deepseasmoking ..that’s my leisure one), but in real life I’m very future orientated young man, with a lot of goals, that I am determined to fulfil. I’ll use this blog as a space where I collect some of my creativity down on paper. And hopefully it will give me a lot of motivation, and fun for sure. May you all also contribute to this blog so it can be fun to read.

So it’s about 9 am here in Europe. And I’ll go to library and read all day. (trust me I’m not nerd, it’s just my exam is in few days, and I haven’t opened the book yet…). Anyone in my shoes right now, should actually feel bad, scared, and have nightmares (since this exam is not a joke, and just a few days to master two major subjects, is a really small chances thing). But don’t you worry. I did sleep well tonight. Laugh. I have been in similar situations, and this time, I’ll do my best. Guess my unconscious nature likes making situations tougher for me. Well, fine about it. But just that there is a risk; I can end up bleeding from time to time. And it happens.

Also I’m going to start my business next month (hopefully). At an age of 25 and my own business, that just make me feel good. Devilish smile.

So till next time, take care and have a nice time all! And pray for me! It’s something that never is too much of!

Also pray for all the people in Vietnam, and other places in Asia where the typhoon Damrey is hitting this very moment !